Sometimes Letting Go Is Hard To Do

Since I moved out of the motorhome and into my new apartment I've been sorting through a lifetime of stuff. My husband had several tool boxes all set up for different purposes. So I was looking through them trying to decide what I will actually need. I want a few necessary tools at home and in the car. I tried three times to just pick a few but I ended up just mixing eveything up and I only managed to put a few things into one toolbox to give away. I did this more than once over a few days and was so frustrated with myself for not accomplishing my goal. I had to think about why it was so difficult. I knew what I wanted to do but it felt like letting pieces of my honey go. It hurt my heart and caused me to kind of be stalled . Today , I got up and was able to move forward again . Honey is always in my heart. The stuff has to go. The more I let go of the stuff of a lifetime the more I am free to be who I am becoming. The person I was created to be.