God always answers prayers
Thursday, June 27, 2019
Even though the answer is sometimes "no". It's a hard lesson, but one I learned years ago.
I've been patiently waiting for Him to give me answers with a few things going on. I'm not good at waiting, but I'm getting better. One of the situations resulted in a resounding NO. Which, while disappointing, is probably for the best. The other situation (my ptsd recovery) has been "you're not ready yet".
I so much want to be over the PTSD. I want to be "me" again. I'm better most days, but some still just...well, suck.
And I have to go to court against my assailant again in 2 weeks. That, on top of a killer work schedule from now until the 8th of July, is making things difficult. I will get through it, it's just hard.
All I can do is keep doing what I'm doing. Pray. Trust. Breathe. Repeat.
Therapy today should help. My counselor is awesome.
Have a good one, sparkies!