Friday, January 04, 2019
Coming back to spark people after what looks like two years is really a punch to the gut. Seeing all the time that has passed with no real change makes me realize just how much time I wasted. I made posts like: this is it, I’m ready, getting started, etc. But, nothing changed ☹️ I came back this time with the same thoughts but seeing my past failures makes me wonder if this time will be the same.
I signed up for the Winter BLC, with the majority of my teams being inactive now I was so happy to see they were still going and it looks like I just made the deadline. During the BLC challenges was the only times I can remember truly being on the right path, they pushed me to do my best because I apparently care about not letting others down more than I do letting myself down 😂