Tuesday, July 10, 2018
Sorry, if you don't like reading complaining on blogs, because this is going to be one full of them!
So here I go again, gaining instead of losing and I don't know WHY!! It drives me completely crazy to get on that scale and see it going up, when I'm doing the things where it's supposed to go down! When I stop and figure out how many calories I need to be eating to gain two pounds, the math doesn't add up. I am pretty consistent with tracking my food and have been doing it for 10 years, and YES it does get tedious and annoying, but I find it does help keep me in line with my calorie ranges. BUT, I know I'm not overeating by that many calories to gain weight! It just makes me want to give it all up and do whatever I want since the right things aren't working. Some days it doesn't bother me but most days it does. I'm getting to the point where it is an obsession, one that is constantly on my mind. I don't think it's ever good to obsess so much about anything, but this really weighs on my mind, no pun intended. I wish I had an answer :(