Thursday, February 22, 2018
Well, I managed to lose all of my weight the first time (see the bottom picture on my sparkpage). Then I got hypothyroidism and put on 60lbs. Then I got pregnant and put on 60lbs more. I lost 20 of those pounds, but that means I need to take off 100lbs. I don't know how I let myself get so big. I'm also still breastfeeding and have to make sure I take in enough calories for that, but still not enough so I can lose weight. It's a delicate balance. I'm not sure if I can do it.
I also can't seem to find the willpower I once had. Maybe it comes in time. I just keep starting over again, so I have turned to SP for help once again. I used to be very active with the Pagans Balancing Weight Loss group, so I'm going try and be a part of it once again.
What I need are a small group of driven people to help each other stay motivated. My extra weight hurts! I want to lose this weight so I can have a second baby without the pain from carrying the first one because I was so heavy! I just hope this works the second time around as well!