Dear Crazy Voice Inside my Head
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
So it's been a long road. I have tried, failed, tried, gave up, lost myself, found myself, hated myself and came back around. Sometimes you have to hit bottom to look up and realize there is a top. I have been the negative nelly with a side of doubting Debbie and a lighting rod of negativity. A lot of bad things happened and my mind just sucked all the negativity like a swirling storm in a glass jar. I can't say everything is sunshine and rainbows but I can say I had enough. I cannot be the sole bearer of everyone's faults, problems or fix everyone's lives.
I can be supportive, I can care, I can love hard but I can save a piece of me for myself. I have joined a BLC challenge and I am going to give it a real shot. Here is to doing it for me.