Monday, August 14, 2017
I'm 31 weeks tomorrow. And I'm so tired. Everything is hard, and my boys want nothing more than for me to pick them up, and I just can't do it. My middle baby gets upset, but my oldest understands that I can't, but then he gets worried because I have "ouchies" as he puts it. I keep telling him it's normal, nothing is wrong, but I'm not sure he believes me. He is only 4. A very smart and mature 4, but still only 4. I feel so bad that I can't carry them, especially since they've been gluing themselves to me lately.
There's so much going on here, getting ready for Lilian's arrival (slated for a cesarean birth Oct 1) and both hubby's remaining grandparents are sick and in the hospital. People are upset, and unfortunately, there is only so much I can do to help. t
Everything looks good with Lily, thankfully, and boy does she kick! So that's my update for now. Hope everyone is doing well!