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Look how far I have come,but how far will I go

Friday, April 21, 2017

I been back on sparkpeople for about 25 days, and looking at the distance I have come , well I think it is amazing. When I first came back I realized that the first try at this was for all the wrong reasons........ When my mother was ill and dying , with tear filled eyes she said promise me you will do something with your weight. I have struggled most of my life with mine. I would see people looking, I would hear what they were saying , and it would hurt. I don't want you to go through what I have. Please promise me. I made that promise and started my journey, my journey for my mom. Wrong, wrong. I needed to do it for me and if I had done it for me I would kept my promise. Now looking back I can see where I went wrong, I am stronger ,and wiser. this is not about other people , it is about me. I learn not to reply or let the scale take over , for weight is not the only issue , my A1C, my BP are on top. Last time these improved allot and I lost some weight my doctor was happy but not me . It wasn't enough and to slow coming off. I got discouraged and little by little I quit. Yes I was a quitter. This time I am doing it right. There is days I may go over my calories ,or under , not get all my water in , or walking in, but I am not quitting, because tomorrow I can try again to hit my goals. I made better goals this time . I feel confident I can reach them. What should I do if I don't, well I want quit I will push ,push until I do. Right now my sugars are almost stable, BP a little high this morning but now after my walk it is good. I have come a long way in 25 days, joined some challenges , I read lot on here, I have lost seven pounds ,but most important I love me, I love what I am doing, and everyone here. How far can I go. I can go all the way to the finish line and beyond. Yes I am that confident
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  • KILTORE
    Hoping you meet every goal on schedule. I faltered in the beginning too but found my reason and the determination threatens to fill me up and spill over. We can do this for our futures, families, and lives.
    968 days ago
  • BEEBOP711
    Nice
    968 days ago
  • KJONES966
    Good job.
    968 days ago
  • 1CRAZYDOG
    Your dear Mom is smiling on you. good job and know we're here for you. You have the right reason, now . . . for YOU!
    968 days ago
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