Discouraged that nothing I accomplish makes a difference.
Tuesday, April 11, 2017
I promised I would be transparent and open. I have worked hard to be positive. I have worked hard to follow my goals every day. I have followed goals for 51 days to exercise, drink water, stay within my calories, track my intake, and follow my challenges. In spite of all of that, I have not lost any weight. I have only lost 1/2 inch from my waist. My goals, my hope, has gone no where and I am discouraged. I keep telling myself I have to persevere. I keep trying to follow the goals, increase my calorie burning and expect to to have a change. I don't know if I will ever be successful in my goal to lose weight. I don't know that anything I do will ever make a difference. It is not very motivating to read the success of others. It is discouraging to see others can follow the same goals, have the same motivation, and they succeed. I have yet to read someone's story about giving all they have and yet not succeeding. The stories seem to say once they give it all they can, they find success. Where can I ever find success?