Why I started and why I won't give up.
Monday, October 03, 2016
I start over, a lot. I tend to be a perfectionist. So, if I mess up, I usually just give up. I'm almost 100 lbs too heavy. I feel awful. I'm a horrible role model for my children. I have health issues. This is why I started. I have to fix those things. I can't let them beat me, even if I mess up.
So, why won't I quit?
My children need me to be there, both for the long haul and to run around with them.
I don't feel attractive to my husband anymore. He's never made me feel bad about myself, but I feel ugly. I want to feel the way he sees me, both inside and out.
I hurt, all the time. How much life am I wasting feeling so bad?
I could go on and on. However, the most important thing is this: I started, and I can't quit now.