Another Off Day
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
I will really be happy when I have less of these. I do notice they directly relate to interactions with the ex, so...I'm doing my best to limit those interactions right now. He's not making it easy.
Tonight is my night without the kids...which sucks. Thankfully I have a lot of editing photos to finish up, so hopefully I'll finish the night with a super healthy dinner and lots of editing to finish up that work before my Senior Viewing Session on Saturday.
...and he just texted me...
The foot has been hurting a bit more today. That's disappointing.
I'm out of Tylenol and can't afford to buy more until Friday.
I wrote down today for my counseling session...it's not until tomorrow.
Remember when I used to be so sure of myself?! I totally miss that!
Praying this body comes back to me so I can get my self-esteem up a bit more.
Being slowed down by physical ailments isn't helpful AT ALL to the inner peace I'm looking for.
Anyhow...I checked in. That's about all I can ask of myself today.
No pearls of wisdom...just logging whatever happens...