Thursday, April 30, 2015
I'm tired. So, so tired. I'm tired of not being respected in this house, I'm tired of being taken advantage of. I'm tired of trying to deal with adults who act like children; and not in the good way.
I'm tired of being lonely, I'm tired of getting hurt. You could say "you're young, go enjoy life, never mind about a partner for now" BUT I've been shown how people "enjoy life" nowadays and its not what I want at all.
I want structure, I want love. I want to be able to explore the world WITH the person I want beside me.
I'm tired of going to bed with anxiety, I'm tired of being scared of every shadow and sound. I'm tired of being afraid of the dark. I just want to go to bed NOT thinking about what could be lurking.
I know what I want. I know what I need. But I'm tired of being the only one that wants me to be happy.
I could turn this blog around and be inspirational: but I'm too tired for even that.