Back where I was
Saturday, March 21, 2015
SO this is the point I was at (40 pounds gone) where I gave up and quit. I wonder how far I can go without quitting? I am scared. I know its stupid, but I am actually afraid to be thinner. Then I cannot use my "I am fat" crutch to deal with the way people treat me. I do feel better. Last night I over ate... and made bad choices and I am paying for them today. WIll I ever over come this?