Monday, December 08, 2014
Nothing like coming home to a note to call your landlord to get your anxiety up and running. Basically, he was wondering if I was going to renew my lease in June. Apparently, he's has alot of people asking about availability. It'd be my third year in my apartment if I renewed.
Ironically, this weekend I brought up (again) to my boyfriend about moving in together. On one hand, I understand some of his reasons such as he can't afford to move because rent is lower by himself than us living together. On the other hand, by June we will have dated two years but he doesn't think he can commit to living together? It frustrates me because at what point do I just give up and move on? Move on to a town I enjoy and a job that might actually be for me?
It's hard because I enjoy being with him most the time except when their are mental health issues. Our relationship seems to get better with time. He's been really trying to eat healthy and support my running. It's been really nice. But, how long do I wait?
Ironically, when I was driving home, I was thinking maybe if I stay one more year I can save up for a house. Homes around here are about the same as rent.
Anyhow, these are my thoughts. It feels like a pivotable point in my life. And needed to get my thoughts out. Guideness is welcomed!