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Speak it and make it so # 30

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

It's time to come clean. I came into a small sum of money a couple months ago, & I have been eating out & snacking every since. I gained a pant emoticon size. So to today is my Farewell to Lucky Charms" letter.
Dear Lucky ,
Who ever would have thought you would turn your back on me when we have been through so much. The separation, you were there , sweet, convenient ,actually energizing... SP tells me now this was probably a Sugar High, whoa! The kids leaving the nest , the quiet here was deafening , and the getting older thing , you were right there for me.
Now that things are leveling off & I'm trying to do something for myself, I'm rewarded with a little windfall & you go Postal on me. I was already obese who would think I could get any worse. I actually hurt every day. My pants and panties feel like a rubber band stretched to its limits. The sugar high is gone replaced with High blood sugar. So I have to make a choice & today I want to live, free of pain, illness and depression. I don't blame you, I don't. I CHOSE YOU, I OPENED YOU , I ATE .So farewell for now, I never say never, may be that's why my waist line has expanded. I don't know what I can ever replace you with but God's got my back. He always had, I just would let Him help. Blessings
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  • KOFFEENUT
    I figure on this healthy lifestyle journey we ALL hit bumps in the road (heck, I've wandered off the road ENTIRELY before!). The IMPORTANT thing is that we pick ourselves back up and continue to head in the right direction. It sounds like that's EXACTLY what you're doing. Know we're right alongside you, cheering you on!
    2053 days ago
  • NSCARNEY
    Amen! It's hard to give up an old security blanket. You are strong indeed!

    Lucky Charms may be from General Mills, but they can go "Post-al"...sorry, couldn't resist. Have a fantastic day!

    2053 days ago
  • 144AUTUMN
    Keep up the good work!!
    2053 days ago
  • MM11113
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    Buckle down!
    2053 days ago
  • BYEPOUNDS
    When I'm at some relative's house who have little kids, I love the bed time snack of sugary cereal and milk in a bowl....love it....can't visit too often, not good for me!
    2053 days ago
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