Speak it and make it so # 30
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
It's time to come clean. I came into a small sum of money a couple months ago, & I have been eating out & snacking every since. I gained a pant
size. So to today is my Farewell to Lucky Charms" letter.
Dear Lucky ,
Who ever would have thought you would turn your back on me when we have been through so much. The separation, you were there , sweet, convenient ,actually energizing... SP tells me now this was probably a Sugar High, whoa! The kids leaving the nest , the quiet here was deafening , and the getting older thing , you were right there for me.
Now that things are leveling off & I'm trying to do something for myself, I'm rewarded with a little windfall & you go Postal on me. I was already obese who would think I could get any worse. I actually hurt every day. My pants and panties feel like a rubber band stretched to its limits. The sugar high is gone replaced with High blood sugar. So I have to make a choice & today I want to live, free of pain, illness and depression. I don't blame you, I don't. I CHOSE YOU, I OPENED YOU , I ATE .So farewell for now, I never say never, may be that's why my waist line has expanded. I don't know what I can ever replace you with but God's got my back. He always had, I just would let Him help. Blessings