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Thursday, February 20, 2014

I went to the doctor (which isn't my doctor cause he's out of town) & he said that there was nothing wrong with me to go home. So I wanted to go home & my sister ended up taking me to a mental institution. They was unable to see me & I have to have my payment up front. It ranges from $150 & up. I don't have that kind of money. They (my sister & brother in law) made the appointment for me to go back. Well not too long after I got hone I had a good cry then I called my Mom & started feeling better. I started realizing that my cat & my husband needs me & it doesn't matter what others say or think. So now when I go to work I will begin to think that I'm working so I can care for my cat & pay what bills I'm responsible for. I canceled that appointment cause I didn't want to go in the first place. I am going to try to do things to take my mind off work. I told my husband what happened today & he was upset cause I was keeping things from him. He wanted to take me on a date. So we went to the movies then we picked up some dinner & came home. I had fun just doing that. Well it's getting late but I wanted to let you know how things are going. I'm going to try to take things one day at a time & go from there.
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  • KIMB3RL33
    emoticon I often have to remember the love of my pets during bad days or weeks. I think about it at work too to keep my mind off the things that are troubling me. I am glad you've found a way to cope & I wish you the best of luck as you continue your journey!
    2670 days ago
  • BARBIE042
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    One Day At A Time : )
    2670 days ago
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    2671 days ago

    So glad to hear that you are feeling better and that you talked to your family. Now you know how much they do care about you. Keep this open conversation going with your husband. He is there for you. How wonderful that you went on a date. Yes, Muffin does need you and is such a pretty kitty. You are important to lots of people. My PolyDactyl is sitting on my lap sending you purrs while I am trying to type.

    Wishing you a great day.

    hugs....Mary Anne
    2671 days ago
    2671 days ago
    Hi Audrey - I am glad that you realize your family are THERE for you and love you - obviously to pieces.

    As work appears to be the bulk of your stress, is it possible that you can start to look for another job? Sometimes the people we work with can be very toxic through no fault of our own.

    BIG hugs,
    Kris xxx
    2671 days ago
    See there! You do matter to others. You have your sister and her husband, your Mom, your husband and your cat. They care about you, and it sounds like you are pretty 'special' to all of them. I am glad you are feeling better, and that was so sweet of your husband to take you on a 'date.' Yes, do try to 'take things one day at a time.' Please keep us updated on how you are doing, and also please copy those numbers that SLIMMERKIWI listed in her response, and keep them with you at all time, just in case.

    Take care, and Many HUGS!

    2671 days ago
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