Thursday, February 20, 2014
Ok this needs to be short & sweet. Last Tuesday I was looking up ways to end my life cause I felt like I don't matter to anyone anymore. So instead of ending it all I went to my doctor. He sends me to a hospital for evaluation. They say that there's nothing wrong with me & sends me home. I talked to my assistant store manager & she said that I was one of the most important people at work. I got wrote up the Monday before I looked up ways to end things. My husband keeps telling me just go to work you'll be fine. Well work is what is stressing me out. I have been in the same position for almost 7 1/2 years. Never got a promotion & seems like I'm invisible unless they want something from me. My family hardly ever calls & I have no friends to call to lean on. My husband doesn't seem to understand. Anyway if anyone was wondering how things have been, that's it. Well need to go get my husband up for a meeting he has to go to.