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Where does the time go?

Thursday, February 06, 2014

As I sit here I am reminded that even though I have tracked my food and workouts, I have neglected my Spark Friends! I am very sorry for that. Life has been very crazy lately. I have been super busy at work. My family has kept me hopping in the evenings. My son was in the hospital for 3 days a couple weeks ago...one thing after another! No excuse!

Even though I have worked out, I just have felt very complacent about all of it. I lack motivation. I feel very removed from everyone and everything. I am sure the fact that it has been icy cold with lots of snow and ice has a lot to do with it. I also know that my husband has been fighting a lot with his ex-wife to try to get the kids more and she won't budge. She is horribly rude and takes no consideration of the father's feelings or wishes in any situation...he is just there to pay the bills. Sad situation. So I feel preoccupied with that as well...not that there is really anything I can do, but I am feeling terribly neglected because it seems all of my husband's time and energy seem to be spent figuring out what to do about his ex and looking for a new lawyer. I am all for taking her back to court but I need some time too...

Thank goodness that I do work out or I would be in a terrible shape right now. I already feel a little down in the dumps but I am sure I would be in a full out depression! I am not really sure what to do or how to help the situation so I am taking it day by day. I rejoice in the triumphs and try to do better on my failures. I hope all of you are doing well and I miss you terribly!
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  • BIGPAWSUP
    You have been missed too. I'm glad you are ok and I hope the stress you cannot control resolves itself soon.

    Just take it easy.
    2493 days ago
  • TATTER3
    stress is an evil thing....good bad and ugly!!! Just keep Sparkin'!!
    2494 days ago
  • DRPEPPIE121
    Geesh you've certainly been busy! Do not worry about "neglecting" us! I know you're still there! We totally understand.

    Just do your very best and try to find the little positives throughout the day... seems like you've been "glowing" a lot and that's great!

    Thanks for the goodie, btw!!!

    Sending hugs your way!
    2494 days ago
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    I'm dealing with my own stresses and it can be hard!
    2494 days ago
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