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Sunday, February 12, 2012

I'm feeling like a cross between humpty dumpty and rollie pollie. I've been pulled in so many directions recently and eating whatever is around along with any chocolate or sweets I can get my chubby little fingers on.

I think things are slowly beginning to slow down, well at least a little. My grandma is feeling better so I'm not as stressed about that or feel like I need to do as much to help out with her as I did.

My sister-in-law isn't feel well so I am helping out with my nephew, but that is fun. The only problem with that is not having time to study, or do things I need to for me and well then I feel bad which leads to chocolate and the cycle continues.

KLWALDON suggested a bit ago that I take do one thing everyday just for me or that makes me happy. I've been trying to do that and it is helping. I still don't know how I'm going to make it through the next few terms unless something gives but I'm trying.

I REALLY need to find an alternative to chocolate. I've also apparently stopped sleeping well. I'm really hoping it is stress, and that it will go away, but I'm a little worried that it is something else. It isn't allowed to be something else however as I have no health insurance and well can't afford for it to be anything other than stress.

I'm not sure what to do for anything anymore. I'm having trouble focusing on anything right now, as is partially evident by this completely random and unorganized blog. I'm even waking up with panic attacks, which are just lovely.. I'm so not in a good place right now.
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  • AGASSIFAN
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    2971 days ago
  • AGASSIFAN
    Get some new exercise DVDs (I get mine at a cheap outlet store....$2) ...

    I have found that when I make myself do an exercise workout, I feel much better about myself and life AND it is easier to not indulge in "goodies"...'cause I don't want to blow the good I got from my exercise...

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    Start making YOU your #1 concern!!!!!!
    2973 days ago
  • no profile photo CD7990161
    There is no true replacement for chocolate ;) However, eating dark chocolate instead of milk or white is better overall and you're less likely to binge on the dark (personal experience).

    I really don't have any helpful advice on anything else. Stress does make focusing more difficult, and the most effective stress relievers are different for us all.

    Best wishes!
    2974 days ago
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