And it all comes tumbling down
Sunday, February 12, 2012
I'm feeling like a cross between humpty dumpty and rollie pollie. I've been pulled in so many directions recently and eating whatever is around along with any chocolate or sweets I can get my chubby little fingers on.
I think things are slowly beginning to slow down, well at least a little. My grandma is feeling better so I'm not as stressed about that or feel like I need to do as much to help out with her as I did.
My sister-in-law isn't feel well so I am helping out with my nephew, but that is fun. The only problem with that is not having time to study, or do things I need to for me and well then I feel bad which leads to chocolate and the cycle continues.
KLWALDON suggested a bit ago that I take do one thing everyday just for me or that makes me happy. I've been trying to do that and it is helping. I still don't know how I'm going to make it through the next few terms unless something gives but I'm trying.
I REALLY need to find an alternative to chocolate. I've also apparently stopped sleeping well. I'm really hoping it is stress, and that it will go away, but I'm a little worried that it is something else. It isn't allowed to be something else however as I have no health insurance and well can't afford for it to be anything other than stress.
I'm not sure what to do for anything anymore. I'm having trouble focusing on anything right now, as is partially evident by this completely random and unorganized blog. I'm even waking up with panic attacks, which are just lovely.. I'm so not in a good place right now.