Why I failed (You all may think these are excuses.. you're probably right)
Saturday, February 11, 2012
First I got Lyme Disease
I was sick for a long, long time.
This brings us to 2011
I am still sick from Lyme's....
Then my best friend from high school died
Then my Boyfriend of 9 years father passed away
Then his Grandmother.
We had to spend most of the summer of 2011 taking care of her estate
As well as his other Grandmother's Estate who died awhile ago...
The grief is unbearable and I turn to food to ease the pain
My Cousin had an ectopic pregnancy, lost her twins and almost died her self
Started getting massive Migraines
I have anxiety attacks almost daily
Legs hurt all the time, can even walk one mile let alone the 3-4 a day I used too.
Sick for three weeks in January.
February; I rolled a Snow mobile on myself, still recovering from that.
I gave up. I do want to try again just don't see the point if I cant even walk... I am aiming for March first baring any medical complications. We will see what happens.