My Body Feels Useless
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
My body feels useless since I can't have kids with my husband. I'm trying to think of a good reason to go on. Some people say that it's a blessing in disguise (not having kids) but people that tell me that have kids. My husband thinks some miracle will happen but I don't believe in miracles or magic. My husband & I are suppose to go on vacation to the beach this year & (besides my Husband & my cat Muffin) that's all I have to look forward to. When I get back, I won't have anything to look forward to except my husband & my cat. I am going to workout today since I'm off work. I'm tired since I woke up early today. Well going to go for now.
My husband doesn't want to adopt so that's not an option. My husband doesn't want to be a foster parent either. I just want to know how I can live the rest of my life without kids & it be ok?