Saturday, December 31, 2011
I have actually been depressed since Christmas cause I was wanting for the whole family to get together & get along but it didn't happen. My youngest sister ruined it. She just had to go be with her punk boyfriend. This guy disrespects my parents, & almost got my husband fired. I found out last night that she's moving to Texas with him. She was going to sell her dog but my Dad said that he's keeping her (the dog a little yorkie named Lucy). My husband says stay out of it but it's hard to. I mean she's my sister & her boyfriend won't let her talk to any of us except my Mom. She's ruined Christmas & now she's going to pick him over the family & leave us behind & we'll never hear from her again. Yestersay was a bad day for me. Seven years ago yesterday I had lost my Grandma which I still find it to be hard that she's gone. People are quitting at my work which I've got attached to. Things are changing & I don't have a good feeling about it. I'm going to try my hardest to get back on track with exercising & eating right but it's going to be hard with all of that on my mind. When I'm depressed, there's usually something on my mind making me feel that way. Well better go for now.