Cant believe Im here, again.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
I've been writing exams for the past two week. I took leave off work on 29 August and have been preparing for exams since then. I decided to focus on nothing else but my school work, big mistake. Long story short, none of my clothes fit me anymore and I've'gained 12.9 kg's.
I feel terrible. I hate myself right now. When I decided to stop exercising and trying to eat healthy I did not think that it would get this bad. It seemed like the right decision at the time. I need to believe that I can still loose weight. I feel terrible. The worse thing is that this is my burden and I feel like it is too heavy for me.