Pretending Yesterday didnt happen..
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Yep, I'm erasing yesterdays mistakes. They didnt happen.
I had a nice day, spent it alone actually..First, got a haircut. I told myself if I made it through the week on plan (ww), that I could get a haircut. So that was nice. I like it but she didnt do the A-Line cut (my usual), instead its just a plain bob. not my favorite but it works for now.
Then, I went to south coast plaza and was on the look out for real housewives of orange county (no luck) and drooled over the uber expensive stores (louis vutton, cartier etc.) Also, exchanged the black bathing suit for a size 8.
I didnt have anything to eat until 2pm because I couldnt figure out what to eat. I ended up driving to another mall and went to Daphnes (greek) and got a grilled chicken pita. DELICIOUS. 10 points and very worth it. Then, went and got a manicure.
I was on puppy watch for the evening because the family had to go to my sisters boyfriends graduation party so I was home. ALONE. again. My mind went nuts and I had pizza, OREOS (those darn cookies are still NOT GONE!), ice cream, more pizza,..not good. RUINED the day.
Then, to make things worse, I could not fall asleep last night. It was awful. I finally fell asleep around 2:30. And the entire time I layed there, I felt gross from overeating and disappointed that I once again cant get my healthy eating streak to last longer than a week. I'm only thankful that this binge happened almost a week before my weigh in, so I still have time to work it all off and hopefully see a loss.
I woke up about an hour ago. I feel exhausted still, but I am determined to stay on track. I'm having my coffee and probably will have special k fruit and yogurt cereal with frozen berries..I am going to have either subway or trader joes chicken patty with salsa for lunch, and unsure about dinner but its NOT going to be pizza OR oreos!
I also will get myself to exercise today..will either go to the gym or down to the reserve and run. Gotta get my head back in the game. One day doesnt have to equal a gain on the scale if I refocus and dont let my temptation get the best of me!