MIGHT be start of a new streak..maybe.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
I might have made it. If so, its day 1 of a new streak of being on plan. I am still in a bad mindset, but so far, i've been able to combat those. But honestly, the last hour before I go to sleep is usually the toughest because I am an emotional eater and all my emotions come out before I head to bed.
Today was a rough day. It STARTED with me crying in my car. Not wanting to talk about it, but its what happened. I wanted SO MUCH to stop at fast food on my way from the nursing home to my office, but i didnt. I forced myself to keep going. Then I got to the office, and they had bought pop tarts and all these other 'goodies'. It took everything i had to not have a frosted strawberry pop tart. Got home, had a turkey burger and chugged water. Now, I am having a vanilla dannon light and fit with frozen cherries.
My mom bought oreos. Ridiculous amounts. The costco BOXES of oreos. And not just one huge box (has 10 rolls of oreos per box) nope we cant just have one box, we have TWO boxes PLUS a regular package of oreos. WHAT THE HECK! But so far, i've resisted.
So, keep your fingers crossed I make it until I fall asleep.
Tomorrow will be a LONG day and very stressful. Hoping I can bypass the fast food..keep those fingers crossed all day tomorrow!