Spring Challenge couldn't have come at a better time!

Oh..I'm so glad this challenge started when it did. I need it! What's even better is I'm still with my CATS Team! I think this is my 4th time around. It's the greatest team ever!

So, my prior Cat's team members already know that I lost my precious Rudy on Feb 26th. This has been absolutely devastating to me. I'm in a fog and can't seem to get out of it. Depression and severe, severe panic anxiety attacks have me out on a medical leave until May 20th. I've started couseling and seeing my doctor, so I'm hoping for some relief soon. I just can't seem to get over losing my boy. He was my everything and it's hard for me to move on.

So, I'm glad the challenge started. I'm going to really focus on getting in some exercise and watching what I eat. I have to do this. My inspiration and focus will be my Rudy and Riley. Riley will walk with me every step of the way and Rudy will be right by my side in spirit always. He has already come to me in several visions already and I've been able to capture them on camera. (See pic below in truck window). It's heartwarming to know he's still around, but I just wish I could still hold him, walk him......