Today is the first day of my life.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Well today I am starting over AGAIN! I am so determined this time. So I am taking it slow. I always start strong then get bored. This time I am going to do baby steps. I already cut out soda. So now I will start on learning to eat better and smaller portions. That is my problem. I can stay away from the junk no problem but I can't stay away from that big second plate of spaghetti. I need to learn to eat to live not live to eat.
I really have no idea what I weigh right now because we are moving Thursday and I packed the scale, but last time I checked I was 286. About a year ago I lost 30lbs and then I guess I got bored and quit. Then of course gained it back. Not this time.
I have been having a rough year. Lots of stress in my life. I want all that stress gone and finally be happy! I deserve to finally be happy. It's my turn now.
I already fell a little better.