what will i look like??
Thursday, March 24, 2011
I realized yesterday that i have no idea what i will look like at my goal weight! i knew starting this that i have no idea what i will look at my goal weight and may need to re-evaluate as i lose the weight im wanting. but i did not realize that i have no idea what i will look like at 155 pound. i vaguely remember weighing 168lbs (i think i was a size 12 at that point but really i dont remember) and thinking to myself "okay so long as i dont get any bigger im a good size, i wouldnt mind being skinnier but im happy with myself like this" well im now more than twice that weight and not happy with myself! i can remember that i wasnt really happy with my weight when i was 168 but god i cannot wait to see that number on the scale! hell i cant wait to see under 299 then 249....and the oh so lovely onederland!!!! so onderland here i come! hopefully flying past 299 and 249! but i have no idea what to expect once i get to onderland! i know ill be a much happier healthier me, but i have no clue what i will look like, what size i might be, or where i really want my goal weight to be. 155 I think is still considered overweight for somebody my height (about 5'6-5'7) but for now that is my goal! just to be overweight not morbidly obese!