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A Whiney Blog :(

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Okay, this is going to be one whiney blog. Hit the red x in the corner now when you can!

I am pouting because I cannot go to soccer. I cannot go to soccer because I am sick. Still. Today, during my last class, I was so exhausted. Afterwards, I came home and cried. Than, called the nurse to get yet another doctor's appointment. I don't know why. They say it is viral and cannot do anything. Mind you, if I go to my appointment on Monday, it will be like the third or fourth time in two weeks.

In addition to saying it is ONLY a sinus infection, they say it is my wisdom teeth coming in. In addition to that, they put me on Prozac, an antidepressant, so I am dealing with those side effects, too.

So, anyhow, back to my pouting. I want to go to soccer. I want to see my friends. I want to run. I want my life back!

I should do my study guide for my quiz tomorrow but honestly, I am not sure if I really care. The quiz (on the heart) is 25 points and open book because it is online. It is timed though so it is not like I have ALL the time in the world. Right now, I am getting an A in the class.. so.. it is kinda the least of my worries...

In addition to that, I am stressed about my class, Motor Learning. My professor were supposed to meet today to discuss my grade and he just blew it off. He had meetings. Apparently, he couldn't have told me this two hours before when I saw him in class. Argh! I find it really inconsiderate! Anyhow, I gotta do some catch up in that class... not sure when I will have time for that though. He didn't say when it was due... like Friday or when we hand in the paper. Argh!

Maybe I will lay down until the pain killers kick in than do at least some of the study guide... some is better than none, I guess. *big, big sigh*

My face has a splotchy rash on it. My poor, poor face. I have decided I want ALL meds OUT of my body. They are NOT helping and I just want my body do what it knows how to do... make me feel better!
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    It's hard to listen to Bob Marley saying Don't worry about a thing..." when all kinds of crazy things are happening. Right now it sounds like you are in a down spiral. What would be the most obvious thing to do for yourself to interrupt that spiral?

    I always find that the toughest question to answer but it has to do with interrupting the negative and upsetting emotions taking over...

    Here's to the turn around!
    3380 days ago
    You might be having an allergic reaction to one of the meds. I don't care what the doctors say, it is never JUST a sinus infection. I had one of the worst of my life last winter, and I have never felt so horrible. That plus wisdom teeth coming in??? Crazy. And if you're not sure about the antidepressants, but feel like there is something there that needs to be treated, maybe this isn't the right time for the meds or maybe Prozac isn't the right medication for you (psst, I'm a psychologist and have a lot of experience working with psychiatrists/physicians prescribing meds).

    Your professor sucks for not letting you know he couldn't make your meeting. Very rude and inconsiderate. I'm sorry you're struggling with one of your classes, and hope you are able to get some information to help you get caught up.

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    3380 days ago
    awwwwww babe im sorry , just keep repeating to yourself, this too shall pass
    3380 days ago
    i totally get that
    sucks that it takes time
    just focus on you & relax as much as possible!
    you'll be good as new in no time
    3381 days ago
    emoticon I'm so sorry you still aren't feeling well :(
    3381 days ago
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