4 days to go..

Truth day today, up to 147.5

I dont have the heart today. The family stuff is still buggin me, and I'm a bit emotional. It was also an AWFUL day at work. I was at one of the facilities that makes me cry every time I go there. The nursing supervisor is the meanest woman to me. EVERY TIME! Today, she ran into me 3 times, knocked all my charts over, walked over me, got in my space, and ignored me when I was trying to ask her questions about some of the patients. Ugggggh.

Saw my uncle today and he was again pleased with the hip and the knee. I'm feelin good with them, feeling sturdy. I will be going for a 'test run' tomorrow..an easy 3-4 miler. No problem.

Tomorrow SHOULD be an easy work day and then its freedom!!!! Only bad thing is, I dont really want to be at home right now, so that stinks but luckily I will be spending the night at my aunts saturday night.

I'm lonely in relationship world as well. I thought about going out with a guy I really shouldnt (he only has ONE THING on his mind and its not a relationship) but I snapped out of that REAL quick. I will NOT treat myself like I'm not worth the best. I know I am..my patience is just running thin. *sigh*