5 days til Surf City Marathon!
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
Yep yep yep, who's getting excited?!
Woke up this morning to the hip a little sore. I know that I didnt sleep well last night and literally did a LOT of tossing and turning, so the sore hip doesnt suprise me.
Work today was same ol same ol. Nothing exciting.
I'm a bit upset tonight. Emotional for sure. My mother and I arent getting along, and it hurts me how UNsupportive she is with me in regards to the marathon. Its one of the biggest things and something I've worked incredibly hard for. What does she say? Well after every long run she said I was "dumb for doing that to my body" or "that couldnt have been good for you" then when I thought my knee would take me OUT of the marathon and I was crying upset about it she said "good" and SMILED. And then yesterday she said "Why are you going to run on sunday? thats just stupid".
I wouldnt WANT her there on race day, I know her negativity would ruin the day for me but she has NEVER been to any of my races, or supportive. This marathon is such a big deal to me, I guess thats why her lack of positivity (not sure thats even a word) and support is getting to me.
In other news, not sure I have much. I hate this time of year (valentines day UGH) and i think thats starting to get to me as well.
Time to change focus...think MARATHON!
I got my 'surf city marathon' FINAL INSTRUCTIONS email, its going to be CRAAAZZZY with all the people. So exciting. Still planning on going to the expo friday and definitely bringin the money! I bet there's gonna be cool stuff there.
ONLY 5 days til GO TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!