Tuesday, January 25, 2011
I may not be the cutest, or the sexiest, nor do I have the perfect body. I might not be someone's first choice, but I am a great choice. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, because I'm good at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in the past...... but I'm proud of who I am today. And without those experiences I wouldn't be who I am today.
I am just as comfortable in heels as I am cowgirl boots. With or without make-up I am always myself, honest, confident, and outgoing. Some people call it ballsy, but it's just me being me. After spending the first 3 years of my daughter's life - living it for her and no one else due to her disabilities, I realized I had lost who I was. I was no longer Phoenix, but just someone's mother. So as I travel the road back to fully being me and balancing my life out, it's time to make some tough decisions. Every decision I make from here on out, I'm putting myself first. Maybe that's bad mothering, but ultimatly if I'm not happy neither will my children be.
Take me as I am...or watch me as I walk away, cause this Redneck Princess is living life for herself first.