in a FUNK.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
So, I dont know what happened, what switch was flipped but I am in a F-U-N-K.
Yesterday, I PIGGED out, today I woke up and just felt BLAH. Not from the food, but my attitude!
I woke up late, so I felt rushed to tennis lessons, those went great (WITH the instructor this time, and he was CUTE). Then went to my favorite, starbucks, with my favorite people Thirdxacharm and her hubby (Lucy and Ricky) but it felt like a million years driving TO starbucks (hit every light) and at starbucks there was this creepy weirdo and life was just OFF! I swore it was a full moon.
I had a date scheduled for tonight but all day I was pretty much dreading it. And, hes TOTALLY cute, and we have a ton in common. Just a funk I tell ya! I ended up cancelling the date and rescheduling and he was amazing about it, and I'm glad I did that. I know if I went tonight, he wouldnt be meeting the 'true me'.
I ended up going to a family BBQ and had an okay time but I just feel like I'm in a rut. And, everyone is BUGGING me! Well not EVERYONE but majority of the world is just on my nerves. And, my eating is off. I dont really care right now either, YIKES!!
I dont know whats goin on but I feel in a rut. I do the same thing every day, every weekend, and I am tired of it. I want to shake things up, have excitement, but I dont know how or what to do about it. Bleeeegh.
Tomorrow just like every sunday I am doing my long run. this one will be 12 miles. Then? not sure, but probably laundry - woo hoo.
Ready for something new and fun. Ready to be done with this attitude.