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in a FUNK.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

So, I dont know what happened, what switch was flipped but I am in a F-U-N-K.

Yesterday, I PIGGED out, today I woke up and just felt BLAH. Not from the food, but my attitude!

I woke up late, so I felt rushed to tennis lessons, those went great (WITH the instructor this time, and he was CUTE). Then went to my favorite, starbucks, with my favorite people Thirdxacharm and her hubby (Lucy and Ricky) but it felt like a million years driving TO starbucks (hit every light) and at starbucks there was this creepy weirdo and life was just OFF! I swore it was a full moon.

I had a date scheduled for tonight but all day I was pretty much dreading it. And, hes TOTALLY cute, and we have a ton in common. Just a funk I tell ya! I ended up cancelling the date and rescheduling and he was amazing about it, and I'm glad I did that. I know if I went tonight, he wouldnt be meeting the 'true me'.

I ended up going to a family BBQ and had an okay time but I just feel like I'm in a rut. And, everyone is BUGGING me! Well not EVERYONE but majority of the world is just on my nerves. And, my eating is off. I dont really care right now either, YIKES!!

I dont know whats goin on but I feel in a rut. I do the same thing every day, every weekend, and I am tired of it. I want to shake things up, have excitement, but I dont know how or what to do about it. Bleeeegh.

Tomorrow just like every sunday I am doing my long run. this one will be 12 miles. Then? not sure, but probably laundry - woo hoo.

Ready for something new and fun. Ready to be done with this attitude.
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    I am ready for something new and fun too!! I am seriously considering a roadtrip to The Arnold in March (the health/fitness expo) I think that would be great inspiration
    3356 days ago

    NOT fun!
    3358 days ago
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    emoticon hope you feel more like yourself very soon
    3359 days ago
    Ah, the dreaded funk. I agree; change things up a bit. In addition to changing your route when you run, maybe try a different workout, too. If your TV service has an On Demand feature you can probably find something.

    Is there someone who always brings a smile to your face? Call them! That's what I do. You can snap yourself out of this; you were just on top of the world..or at least, the Weight Watchers' scale.
    3359 days ago
    Oh I could not possibly relate to this more! Ugh. I'm so sorry. I'm feeling the same way, battling the same old pounds, eating & tracking, working out religiously, I'm just WORN OUT! What really gets me is, how can we be doing all this stuff, living MUCH more healthfully than the majority of the population, and not be losing these last pounds?! W...T...F...

    I think canceling the date was very wise. =) When it DOES happen, it'll be much better. And speaking of Starbucks, we need a Sbux date with Lucy coming up soon!
    3359 days ago
    emoticon I so know where you are coming from.
    3359 days ago
    You are in control. As you say you are in a rut so change it up a bit.

    If you are going to run, try a different route. Wear a silly hat to see what reactions you get. Have fun.
    (btw very impressed with a 12 mi run)

    Go someplace different today or on your weekends. Try a locally owned coffee shop instead of Starbucks. See new faces and places. It shakes up the brain.

    Rearrange your photos or things on your walls. Move that sofa.

    Shake it up. You see it. Now, just believe in it and have fun with it.

    YOU can do it.

    Good luck and may you lose the FUNK and get into the funky. ;-)
    3359 days ago

    Comment edited on: 1/23/2011 10:42:03 AM
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    Well, truthfully? That sucks.

    Even worse? My sense of balance and my ability to pick myself up left a few days ago and since life decided to smash me in the face again, I don't have much in the way of uplifting comments. I apologize.

    I just know both you and I, for our own sake, have to d something about it, even if that something isn't today.

    Smart move canceling the date, seriously. I hope this one will eventually (when you meet) be better then the last few!

    Hang in there, because even though I forgot how to smile, you are awesome, I say.
    3359 days ago
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