will anything really change?
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Ok, so I have been the fat girl for a long time, but does that really mean I can't be something else? I'm really tired of getting excited if I loose some weight and if I say anything to several of the people I know I get responses like "really" in a disbelieving tone or "that's great" follwed by a one. Over and a looks that say yeah right.
Don't get me wrong there are some people who don't do it. They are sincear when they say congrats, but they are few and far between. Its frustrating. Everytime I get those looks I feel like why bother? What does it really matter? Is anything going to change? To be quite frank I'm not sure if many of the people I know will ever see me as anything other than the fat girl.