I guess it's all about the horse
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Well, I guess learning to get back up on the horse is what it is all about. I have to admit, sometimes I don't want to go for a ride. This weight loss is for life. I am determined that this is for life. I want to be healthy. I know I have said this before, but recently there has been a switch in my brain. Before, I wanted to be healthy, but when I fell off the horse, I beat myself up so bad I thought with my "fat" brain. It said I really was beyond help and therefore would never really be healthy.
But in this past week something switched in my brain and now I know that I will be healthy. I will be a good rider and not fall off my horse!! I will have a great one year anniversary. I have already lost 20 pounds. It doesn't matter that it has taken eight months. Loss is loss and therefore I am now healthier than I was 8 months ago.
Yippy- I - Ay!! Ride em cow girl!!! :)