I did it now I'm on my own to a better life;treadmill;date with Billy Blanks
Monday, September 20, 2010
Well after being sick since last night and the bf getting mad at me I took some advice that was given to me and applied it. The bf and I are done. He's mad now cause I'm wanting to lose weight and all this other bunch of trash. I'm not losing this weight for him or anybody else but myself. So I have decided that I don't need him to complete me. I can be independent I was before I got together with him. And I sure as heck can do it again. So I go off of on my own I don't need trash like that in my life. I'm perfectly happy with my sparkfriends. Atleast I know you guys will be here for me. And you all know how hard this journey is, and you all know that we all have a food addiction thats why were here...But the now ex bf didn't see that way, he saw it as hey your losing weight so you can leave me and get somebody else. WRONG. Its obvious that he doesn't know me. If I wanted someone else i would of left him a long time ago, but I'm not that kind of girl. Anyway I'm not gonna bore ya'll with the details.
I did however start feeling better and actually went out and got in 120 minutes worth of exercise which I really needed. And was able to take my anger out in kickboxing which was a blast! I really whooped some butt on that treadmill too. Instead of sitting down to watch tv I watched an old episode of the biggest loser, hopped on my treadmill and ran for 10 whole minutes without even knowing it. I'm so excited about the new season of Biggest Loser coming on tomorrow night, what a great motivation that is. Watching them work out makes me wanna go workout. Tomorrow I got a date with Billy Blanks and his Tae-bo crew!