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Being Crabby Turned Out Alright

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I love days when I wake up so crabby that I cannot stand myself. Okay, this will take some explaining, lol. I was seriously crabby about my friend situation. I didn't even want to be with me. It's a bit hard to seperate me from me.

Today, I wasn't going to work out but I couldn't stand it anymore... so I did 35 minutes on the elliptical. I think because I needed to get it out of my system.. it was easy! Yup, you read that right. Elliptical was easy.. and I even got my heartbeat up to 173. Overall it stayed around 165. Usually that is not easy for me but it was today. Maybe I should thank my friend, lol!

On top of that, people kept saying how pretty I look today. All week people have been telling me I look amazing.. well.. I do. Hehe! So, that helped!

Than, I got an email saying I am now the team leader of this team that is kinda dead. So, now I have a new team called The College Survival Team. I changed the name. The name was a real downer. Anywho, if anyone has any ideas of how to breathe energy back into the team.. please let me know.. pronto. Haha! In fact, if you are a college student, please take a peek at the team. It might be just what you are looking for! Even if you are a college student, do you have friends on SP that go to college? Please past it on! Please?


Anyhow, I found I am in a better mood.. I guess I am gonna have to learn how to walk away from a two year friendship. Maybe it is time to move on with my life into my new phase of my life. Some friends are in your life for a reason, season or lifetime. Well, as sad as it is, I guess it is, this friend's time is coming to a close.

Oh geez... I almost forgot! I peeked at my weight today (tomorrow is offical weigh in day) and I am down to 187.2. Woo-hoo! And, today at breakfast, I was just under 500 calories. Score!

So.. sorry for the random blog.
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    You have to do what is best for YOU friend-ship-wise......

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    on the weight loss. You are doing such a great job!!! emoticon emoticon
    3934 days ago
    Sorry to hear about the friendship. But if they don't treat you like they should, they aren't worth having as a friend. Great job on the workout & the eating. GL on the weigh in tomorrow morning!!!! HUGS. Also good luck leading your new sp team. When i finally get back into college ill definitely join!
    3935 days ago
    You always have great blogs.
    I think that they are the best way to get things off of your chest.
    3935 days ago
    I love how your emotions can totally direct your workouts into directions you didn't plan on. =)

    Joined your team. Games are a great way to get people chatting...
    3935 days ago
    Great Blog!!! Sometimes when I'm angry, hurt, upset. . . the gym is the place for me and all the equipment are my friends, they have no opinions, no pity, and no power over me.. . Hop on a treadmill and go, listen to my music and push it to the limit. I had lots of those days a while back when I ended a 10 year friendship w a very close girlfriend. The relationship turned toxic and although it was hard I had to let it go. I couldnt understand it at the time, but it was the best thing I could have done!
    Good Luck reviving your team. I know u can do it you've got the Umph!!!
    3935 days ago
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