I love days when I wake up so crabby that I cannot stand myself. Okay, this will take some explaining, lol. I was seriously crabby about my friend situation. I didn't even want to be with me. It's a bit hard to seperate me from me.
Today, I wasn't going to work out but I couldn't stand it anymore... so I did 35 minutes on the elliptical. I think because I needed to get it out of my system.. it was easy! Yup, you read that right. Elliptical was easy.. and I even got my heartbeat up to 173. Overall it stayed around 165. Usually that is not easy for me but it was today. Maybe I should thank my friend, lol!
On top of that, people kept saying how pretty I look today. All week people have been telling me I look amazing.. well.. I do. Hehe! So, that helped!
Than, I got an email saying I am now the team leader of this team that is kinda dead. So, now I have a new team called The College Survival Team. I changed the name. The name was a real downer. Anywho, if anyone has any ideas of how to breathe energy back into the team.. please let me know.. pronto. Haha! In fact, if you are a college student, please take a peek at the team. It might be just what you are looking for! Even if you are a college student, do you have friends on SP that go to college? Please past it on! Please?
Anyhow, I found I am in a better mood.. I guess I am gonna have to learn how to walk away from a two year friendship. Maybe it is time to move on with my life into my new phase of my life. Some friends are in your life for a reason, season or lifetime. Well, as sad as it is, I guess it is, this friend's time is coming to a close.
Oh geez... I almost forgot! I peeked at my weight today (tomorrow is offical weigh in day) and I am down to 187.2. Woo-hoo! And, today at breakfast, I was just under 500 calories. Score!
So.. sorry for the random blog.