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The bookstore turned around my mood!

Thursday, September 09, 2010

Lately, I have been caught up in losing my friendship with this guy who I happen to like romantically as well. This morning I went to the bookstore, all crabby, and was buying myself a size MEDIUM sweatshirt. Yup, a MEDIUM! emoticon I noticed the guy behind me has a handful of heavy books. So, I moved to the side so he could put them down. One of the books was from a class I have.. so I commented on it. Me keep my mouth shut?! Ha! It turns out we do have class together. I didn't recognize him from my class but he knew where I sat. emoticon I am not sure if he was flirting.. but I am taking it at the value that he noticed me for positive reasons.

It always freaks me out when people notice me. I am not sure if they notice me because I have taken roles where I stand in front of people or my looks make me stand out. Okay, let's not get all egolistic. I am saying my short, near black hair, is very unique. I am not used to being noticed for positive reasons. In High School, it seems people knew me as the easy target to pick on.

This is not the only guy that have noticed me this week. I feel like I have caught guys.. cute, athletic guys.. looking at me. I am SO not used to that. Even if they are not "checking me out", I am still getting noticed. I guess that is one of the benefits that I enjoy the most. Maybe because I never got to enjoy in High School. Maybe I should I move on from my friend as it may not too late after all.

[On a side note I also was crabby because I woke up later than I wanted to. I ended up not working out when I wanted to but I plan on a swim today after class. It will be a nice mix up as I usually do the elliptical.]
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  • THECRAZYMANGO
    With you guys always telling me all these nice things.. I am going to have a huge ego. emoticon

    Oh, I forgot to tell you that guy sits on the other side of the room.. and walks by the front desk that work at like all the time to go to his room! Yeah, I am not exactly most observant person, lol!
    3547 days ago

    Comment edited on: 9/10/2010 9:50:38 PM
  • SNOWFILLY
    Congrats on the medium!! I think that you underestimate yourself too much! You are a very kind, thoughtful, generous, caring, not to mention Beautiful woman!! The rest of the world is finally finding that out. You go girl!! Oh, and I almost forgot ----- emoticon !!!!!!
    3547 days ago
  • REVJVH
    You rock! The only new guy who's noticed me lately is a good-looking, charming (mostly), still-drinking alcoholic. (Stay away, JVH, stay far away!)
    3548 days ago
  • MSJULES01
    You go girl...Take advantage of it. Maybe you will luck out and get a guy that wants to workout with you.
    3548 days ago
  • THECRAZYMANGO
    emoticon everyone! I guess I do have positive energy. I have noticed this semester I try to walk around campus without my headphones in and interacting with people more. I guess it's working as a different guy winked at me. What is with these boys, haha!

    Oh, if anyone was curious... the first boy sits on the other side of the room in the back. No wonder I didn't notice him when I sit towards the front!
    3548 days ago
  • NAMSMOMMY
    woo hoo! That is awesome about the medium, and about the guy checking you out! :D
    3548 days ago
  • SHERYLDS
    I think everyone notices a pretty lady with a winning smile and a great personality. You sparkle my friend. And congrats on the Medium sweatshirt.
    Show those curves emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3548 days ago

    Comment edited on: 9/9/2010 12:20:43 PM
  • ACDKAYAK1
    :) That is such a good feeling. When I had lost weight before one thing I remember very well (and miss VERY much) is that positive energy attracts! Not to mention you LOOK SUPER! So way to go with the medium shirt, attention, and positivity!

    Anne
    3548 days ago
  • BAILEYS7OF9
    emoticon on the medium!!!

    I believe you are carrying yourself with more self esteem, probably what is making people notice you.

    you go girl!
    3548 days ago
  • PROUD_MAMA_09
    Very cool on getting to buy a medium shirt and getting noticed. It's always reason to celebrate!
    3548 days ago
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