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Desperation v Hope

Thursday, July 08, 2010

I just started again and I just can't see myself as skinny nor as taking this journey. I know it is right for my overall health, but it is so foreign and painful. I just started and I'm already cheating with trail mix and chocolate chips.

Why can't I keep myself quiet about my journey and not need the approval of others. Is it support I want or recognition for appearing to be bettering myself.

What is my motivation? Who is my support and why?

What is this all about? I don't know and I don't think I will ever know.
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