Back once again..

Yes... Back once again. I've been thru so much I just couldn't workout. On the 26th of May one of my baby G-child passes away, my baby was only 9 months I couldn't workout just thinking how on earth could that of happened, I was constantly with the cell fone to be ready to get calls to see what happened with the baby. It's been a month and we still dnt know the whole story. We made a car wash to raise money for the babies funeral oh gosh... I got so badly sun burned I could barely stand cloths on me much less workout. My whole body was also in so much pain I couldn't even sleep at knight, having bad arthritis as is all this work was just so painful for me. I did my workout this morning feeling real good to have been able to do a little over an hour and still feel good enough to do my house work. All this time I didn't workout I've been going from 126 to 129 on my wt. so it's not so bad I know once I get into working out I can start losing the wt. My goal still stands so I'm aiming to reach 120. You all wish me luck that I sooooo need it. Thx sparkfriends for always been here for me. I know I can count on you all to give me that last push I need to reach my goal. XOXO