why I have been away
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
ok, no excuses - just an update on where I have been.
started when we went to visit relatives on May 21, got home and found out our trailer was broken into, then DH had serious respiratory & I found out I have TMJ, then niece was here with hubby and baby for memorial day, then I get the respiratory crap for two weeks, trailer is not getting fixed and I have to raise holy heck plus on a soft food diet for 4 weeks now. going to get a biplane mouth piece only now my dh has a piece of wire from his hip replacement coming out and it is poking him in his side. really creepy & yucky if you think about it too mcuh. So his surgery is a week away and no more travel until he gets better.
trailer is getting fixed $400. under deductible
TMJ mouthpiece $550 not covered by dental insuarance
need new glasses for both of us $600-800 not covered by insurance
hip surgery - 80% covered by insurance unless we have met deductible or his worker's comp from when he got hurt 17 years ago actually pays for it! so who knows how much???
So am trying to juggle the dollars, emotions, stress and it is taking over life at the moment. By the time I get home I can't, and don't want to think. I want to click on fantasy and fall into it head long for a couple hours.
God will provide I know but I really thought I was old enough to avoid some hard times for a couple years - ah thank you for what I have, I will learn another lesson, may I learn the ultimate one soon.
thoughts of good will for all..
oh yeah anniversary of my Mom's dying is in 15 days too! love ya Mom