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Death and mourning....

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I found out last night that my Best friend though the latter part of middle school and all through out High school died. I am heart broken and devastated. I only over ate by 5 grams of fat today and still walked 3.4 miles....

I feel like I will spin out of control.... I am so empty...

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone


It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your place...
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today

Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family?
I wonder, what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy

Today, Today, Today
Today, Today, Today

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday

Someday, Someday

Kenny Chesney, Who you'd be today
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  • no profile photo CD4735425
    i'm so sorry for your loss. i can't imagine. my thoughts are with you.
    3833 days ago
  • T_LEE24
    sorry for your loss its always hard to lose someone you love
    3833 days ago
  • KAYE454
    You are in my thoughts and prayers
    3833 days ago
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