Frustrated that my blog erased today... and it was good!
Monday, May 10, 2010
This morning when I woke up.. everything was great. I was excited for the day..
Than I started the day.. and I was still feeling pretty good.. but than things started to go down hill once I hopped on the computer.
1. I wrote a wonderful blog about how I love losing weight.. than I hit a button (Idk which one) and everything was gone.. *sigh*
2. I logged onto Facebook and saw that RA interviews were happening again. This made me sad.. that I wasn't invited for an interview. I am and would be again a great RA.. time for me to move on.
3. At the same time of logging onto Facebook I saw the guy that I kinda like and stares at me but NEVER says anything.. now is in a relationship. I. do. not. get. this. Am I just an objectified and being treated as a sexual object in the sense that I am good enough to stare at but not good enough to talk to.. ARGH.. Also last week he was fighting over my attention. WTH! Seriously, frustrated.. but you know what.. it doesn't matter anymore. It does make me sad.
Between 2 and 3, one can see why I am not on FB as much these days.. it brings me down majorly!
By the way, I lost 2.4# this time.
I will try to focus on that.