I know I shouldn't.. but.. I want to.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Every time we eat.. we know what we are doing. It is just a matter if we are making good or bad choices.
I am telling you right this second I am thinking about Applebee's Boneless Wings or Chocolate Cake or Domino's pizza or Taco John's Potato Oles..
I really want it but know I can't. Maybe that is why I am still sitting on my bed because I want to stay 210 or lower.. not higher. I am proud to say that I have lost 50# - why ruin that? - and I haven't walked or anything today.
I still want to eat it... I do! I need some comfort.. I am emotionally stressed. There really isn't anyone I can talk to.. b/c my friends don't support me like I need to be.
I realized today that I am not happy at UWS and have not been for quite awhile. I am not happy with my professors, classes, and even hate my room.. *sigh* I am considering to transferring to Eau Claire or even River Falls.. where I would be closer to my sister's and their children. I am missing out on so very much. I had a conversation with my one sister today and it was really nice. I don't really see what UWS has that will benefit me. I feel like I have exhausted it all...
Maybe I could compromise and eat something comforting and still be in my range.. I know, it's a dream, haha.. but I have like 600-800 more calories to eat today. I am only at 1000 so far..
Off to look up some naughty "comfort" foods.. :)