In a minute, I'll get a new trophy

I think that I've been with this trophy for about 2 years. Today (or tomorrow, I'll go to the next level). I think that during this trophy time, I've changed to a healthy life style. Both with the exercise and with the food, and with my budget. I've let go of some relationships, both kicking and screaming, and have learned some boundaries.

I think that, I have felt along the way that things were over and that I was too old for stuff to happen, and yet some doors are still open and I think opening as well...crazy, crazy, crazy.

I am slowly cleaning my apartment with the idea that I might not stay there, and as I get things in order, it also ties in with my autonomy. I'm glad that I've reached this level, and have had to look past the fact that I wonder why it all didn't come together sooner.