Sunday, January 24, 2010
I'm so tired of being judged. I'm judged on how I look. I'm judged on what I do. I'm judged on what I think. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being given advice that I don't want. My life isn't others lives and they don't know what I'm feeling right now. Sorry I need to vent.
I think I'm ready to take some time off of college. If that means never going back, it means never going back, if I decided to go back soon, then I do. I'm just ready to take some time off. All these people who didn't go to college are trying to tell em it's going to be the biggest mistake ever. A lot of people who went to college are telling me that it isn't the worst decision I could make. Nick's mother is going to be PISSED if I quit. I'm just ready to do what is right for ME. If I'm getting so depressed I'm feeling how I used to before I contemplated suicide I think it's time to contemplate a change now before it gets that bad.