Snowball Affect (or is it Effect... I can never remember that rule).
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
So this went from bad to worse. I was supposed to have $50 for gas this week now that I'm driving back and forth to school. It's not there. From what I knew the electric bill had already cleared, but evidently not. And I have an account that has to stay above 50 or you get charged a fee and because I went under it without realizing it when the 50 got deposited it mostly went to replenishing the account. I feel stupid for not keeping track of my money better. I also can not find a job. I've applied at so many places. Tomorrow I'm going to go to every gas station in this town and the one I'm going to college in. I'm hoping I'll get a job. I need one or I'm not sure how next months bills are getting paid.
One good point, Nick and I went grocery shopping tonight. We are out of money and food so we had to go with really cheap stuff, like ramen noodles cheap. I did grab some grapes though. I also knew I might binge since I'm a mess so I grabbed a pack of the pre-cut watermelon even though it's expensive. I have already devoured it all. Hopefully things start to get better. I'm just feeling so miserable already.