Thursday, January 14, 2010
Goodness me, classes started today and OMFG i have like a gazillion assignments! EEEEK
I really did not think there would be THIS much work to do since last semester when i took 6 classes it wasnt that bad. HAHAHAHAHA i am taking 5 this semester and already i feel my head grow cobwebs to escape. Now I have to find a way to get my workouts in, stay on target with my diet, reduce my smoking, do all this school work, pull 40 hours a week at my main job, oh yea and sleep.. I need ideas! I think my priorities are a little off, in my head it goes, workout,diet,school work, work, sleep , reduce smoking. What uber sucks is i already have a hard time sleeping, my zoloft helps and it does an ok job with keeping my temperments under control, im not busting out into severe anxiety or breaking things as much any more.. i think if i give up my weekends and post work hours (i work 130 to 10, and usually am in bed by 2ish ) i can make this work, right now i feel the spiral of death that is sucking me into a void of desire for sugar sugar sugar cheetos, ice cream, and crap i dont need.