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Today is Thursday and Eviction Day

Thursday, September 03, 2009

I know one of my friends knows what I am talking about. I am a huge Big Brother fan. I watch the feeds daily on this show. It is a realty show on CBS. I really like these two people I call them my JJ team they and Jordan and Jeff and they have a showmance on the show. Jeff has done really well in this show. It looks like today he goes to the jury house, he may get evicted, if not him Jordan cause they both are on the block. It will be the final 4 after tonight. So only 2 more weeks of the show. I watch this ever summer. I am disabled, live alone in a senior citizen building. I had polio when I was two and now I have what they call post polio now all my neurons are tied from doing the work of all the ones that dies when I was a child. I have to keep up with exercise so I will not get worse. I have gained two much weight and it makes my health worse. For the last 2 years I have kind of given up on life. Then an old high school friend came back into my life. We were really close in school and I supported her when she was in hard times then. Anyway the Lord put her back into my life. I live in NY she lives In PA but we talk almost everyday. So she came to visit me and before she left she asked me to please get control of my life. Plus at the same time another friend who also I went to school with kind of got together with her too to encourages me. This friend tried to make it more of a challenge. She said every month she will pay me a dollar for every pound up to $10 pr month. I have $20 put away now. It was not the money it was te thought that she cared enough to offer it. I am going to save all the money till I get to my goal, then I will se what I will do with it. So these two lady friends of mine gave me a reason to care about myself. I think about it and it is crazy but it worked. It got me trying. Then I found this site from ET in TV. I cannot work I have a very limited amount of money and this site is a god send to me .I have always looked online for a great site and they always wanted money I could not pay. Finally I found this site where money is not the main issue, the people are. So I am really thankful and blessed to have found this. I have another best friend in CA and she is o this with me. I am alone a lot and I hope I will connect with some new friends here, Plus I want to feel like I can do something so I keep offering to be friends with new people. I am expecting change4 in my life. I hope I can be of help to others to in some small way.. I need more self worth. emoticon emoticon
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    My name is Brenda and this is my husband Curtis. I read your blog. I joined Spark People because I have arthritis in my body especially my back,knees and side. The pain spreads all over my body. I have my good days and bad days. I use to think my grandmother who raised me was crazy when she said every time it rained her arthritis was acting up. My mother didn't have arthritis. It skipped my mother and attacked me. However, I am determined not to let it get the best of me. Some people can't do as much as you are doing so you are blessed. We are blessed. You might can't walk anymore but, you can see, hear, smile and web surf. You are not alone. Jesus will never leave you or forsake you. God bless you.
    3791 days ago

    Comment edited on: 9/3/2009 3:57:15 PM
  • SHERRY666
    I can relate to spending time alone......... I live in a small town....... and realy don't know too many people here...... but a person only needs one good friend to keep on going....... It sounds like those two friends of yours....... are great friends......and finding friends on Sparks is easy..... and it's the best part of this site...... You will meet lots of great people willing to help...... and support you all the way... emoticon
    3792 days ago
    It is so awesome that you have such caring friends. We on SP care also. Hang in there. Wishing you lots of success. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3792 days ago
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