Today is Thursday and Eviction Day
Thursday, September 03, 2009
I know one of my friends knows what I am talking about. I am a huge Big Brother fan. I watch the feeds daily on this show. It is a realty show on CBS. I really like these two people I call them my JJ team they and Jordan and Jeff and they have a showmance on the show. Jeff has done really well in this show. It looks like today he goes to the jury house, he may get evicted, if not him Jordan cause they both are on the block. It will be the final 4 after tonight. So only 2 more weeks of the show. I watch this ever summer. I am disabled, live alone in a senior citizen building. I had polio when I was two and now I have what they call post polio now all my neurons are tied from doing the work of all the ones that dies when I was a child. I have to keep up with exercise so I will not get worse. I have gained two much weight and it makes my health worse. For the last 2 years I have kind of given up on life. Then an old high school friend came back into my life. We were really close in school and I supported her when she was in hard times then. Anyway the Lord put her back into my life. I live in NY she lives In PA but we talk almost everyday. So she came to visit me and before she left she asked me to please get control of my life. Plus at the same time another friend who also I went to school with kind of got together with her too to encourages me. This friend tried to make it more of a challenge. She said every month she will pay me a dollar for every pound up to $10 pr month. I have $20 put away now. It was not the money it was te thought that she cared enough to offer it. I am going to save all the money till I get to my goal, then I will se what I will do with it. So these two lady friends of mine gave me a reason to care about myself. I think about it and it is crazy but it worked. It got me trying. Then I found this site from ET in TV. I cannot work I have a very limited amount of money and this site is a god send to me .I have always looked online for a great site and they always wanted money I could not pay. Finally I found this site where money is not the main issue, the people are. So I am really thankful and blessed to have found this. I have another best friend in CA and she is o this with me. I am alone a lot and I hope I will connect with some new friends here, Plus I want to feel like I can do something so I keep offering to be friends with new people. I am expecting change4 in my life. I hope I can be of help to others to in some small way.. I need more self worth.