Saturday, August 29, 2009
Woke up to rain. I am in a sad mood and this is the ones I do not like to deal with. I know we all have them it just feels so terrible. I know my reason too I know I feel like life is so hard. I feel maybe too self absorbed in things. I feel like I cannot change some things and that is hard for me to deal with. So I wish for the mood and the day to be over. I have to go out and meet with some old high school friends. I have not been in contact with a lot of them for years. One of my friends, Dixie her Dad is being honored for being a great volunteer to this town. I want to be ther for her. So I will try and cheer up and make it through the evening. I hope it goes ok.